Ella Kane – Empty Heart of Pain
Name of Artist: Ella Kane (Age 14)
Title of Piece: Empty Heart of Pain
About the Piece: I drew this to express the pain I am in everyday that I can only describe as hell. There all many different aspects to this drawing. It shows the pain I am in mentally and physically. The vines with thorns for example represent my physical pain. The uneven zig zag line at the bottom that turns into a straight line represents my heart beat. The heart on the flat line shows my emotional pain of feeling dead and drained of happiness. The gate is the gate to or from hell, what ever way you see it really. There is a lot more going on in this picture but as with many of my drawings I feel to have it relate to other people you need to find your own meaning in it.
Please vote for me.
About the Artist: Here’s a little bit about what I am struggling with. I am very ill with two severe conditions called Fibromyalgia and Chronic Fatigue Syndrome. This means that everywhere in my body (apart from sometimes my hands and feet) is in severe pain literally 24/7. I hardly sleep due to the pain because it is so bad that it stops me from falling asleep. From my eyebrows right round my head and right down to my feet is in unbelievable amounts of pain constantly and I can’t do anything about it. I just have to sit there and deal with it. I don’t know how to let out how I feel, no one understands and I don’t quite understand how I can do it. But I still sit there and I fake a smile and pretend with all my remaining strength to hold it together until when night comes I let a few of those painful tears fall from my eyes as I try to fall asleep but that in itself is like a bad dream! The pain is stopping me from falling asleep so I lye there holding it in and stay strong as always until I finally pass out from the pain for about half hour then the cycle starts again. I’ve had this for about three years now. I’m in a wheelchair because it’s too painful to walk. Every movement hurts. I put on a straight face when I can so that I’m not always screaming but it’s very hard. I never give up though and I help others as much as possible still. I refuse to give up.
My other work is up at www.loveandlight.co.nz
Sorry I was too late to vote but you did it without me and won.
We think about you often and wish for the day you will be without the awful pain. I am so glad you have found something you can use to express your self.
October 3, 2011 at 8:43 pm
Ella we are friends of your auntie Margaret and she has told all about you.You are very talented and a credit to your Mum & Dad.Just keep doing what you are doing take care Kathleen & Kevin (Scotland)
October 2, 2011 at 4:52 am
Hi Ella,
My daughter has a chronic pain syndrome which when it was at its worst rendered her bedridden and she was also in a wheelchair for periods of time. She developed this condition at the age of 11 after being initially diagnosed with Juvenille arthritis. The arthritis went, but the pain stayed and got worse. After receiving treatment at Sydney Children’s Hospital (pain management programme) which was excellent, she has made some very good progress. She still requires meds but is able to enjoy her life a lot more now.
Please do not give up on getting better, it does happen but takes time. If we can help you with any info let me know.
Jacinta
October 1, 2011 at 6:20 pm
Ella you are an inspiration to others and a very brave and artistic young lady. Never give up beause the world would be a sorrier place without you. x
October 1, 2011 at 12:55 pm
Hi Ella
My mum Cath is and old friend of your mum and she passed the link over to vote on your painting. It’s really good and I have passed it to some friends also so fingers crossed you win!
I think your story is amazing and i really admire how brave you are.
Take care
Nina x
October 1, 2011 at 12:24 am
You are an inspiration Ella…..your strength is truly astounding
Best Wishes
Stuart
October 1, 2011 at 12:02 am
Although have never met you Ella, your Mum was my closest friend when she lived in Scotland, and I know she is so proud of you.
What a talented, amazing young woman you are – you are in my thoughts and my prayers Ella xx
September 30, 2011 at 10:59 pm
You are the bravest girl I know. Spending time with you is a privledge and a pleasure. You will get through to the light my love because you are here to inspire others of that I am sure. Love you always my brave princess
xxx
September 30, 2011 at 10:59 pm
great work love to see the original
September 30, 2011 at 11:21 am
Ella, you know how much i love you, you make me so proud sweetie pie, I love you with all my heart, keep fighting xxxxx
September 30, 2011 at 11:21 am
“I refuse to give up.”
Hell yeah, NEVER give up! You will get through this!
Thanks for the art
September 30, 2011 at 11:12 am
You are one incredible girl that fills me with admiration. I dont normally pray that often but will say some prayers for you. I hope that one day the pain eases for you. You deserve it beyond belief. Your strength will help others and you will affect other people’s life in good ways.
Love
Bronwen
September 30, 2011 at 10:15 am